TALES FROM THE BOBBI LAMA

A couple of days ago, I tackled a problem I had been having since my husband passed. We had a joint account with my husband as “the owner” and I was on his family plan. Two years after he passed, his phone was cancelled, and his computer and IP address no longer working. His email address died, and he died, I was left with no power to engage as a separate person, and I needed to access what was saved. Now I’m sure you’re thinking why didn’t I just cancel the whole thing and start over. I wish I had. I just couldn’t face that many account changes, nor did I think I could find the information I needed to make that happen. Everything had been stored in his equipment or email and was no longer available.

Anyway, the good news is I finally found a wonderful customer service woman, Maryanne. She worked with me for hours and we eventually resolved the problem, but in a unique way. My late husband’s identifying information (now transferred over to be all mine) remained as the official account holder. And our information was saved securely now as me. My family member user information was removed. The family account ended. I am now a singular holder of an account started as my husband, and the “other” user (original me) is gone. I am now him. We have merged as one…and I like that symbolism!

And now, here comes the metaphorical stretch on that symbolism (bear with me as I enjoy a little excursion from that technology!) As I was thinking about the concept of this “merge” with my late husband, I realized, on a whole other level of existence, we actually are one if we appreciate the abstract understanding of quantum physics as Albert Einstein describes us. He says matter is really a collection of sub atomic particles of energy. All of us are actually really only energy. And those who pass on, become a higher frequency of their energy. So when we imagine this concept of our infinte energy fields, it means we are all really sharing space in this Universal Oneness. Therefore, in the end, our energies must be all merged. What a concept, don’t you think?